I had with my friend?

ok, tonight i ****** my friend, but something went wrong, we didnt seem to please eachother, i didnt get off, but he came twice... but he still wasnt too happy... he said i was too eager... and i was really tight, he came to fast and couldnt stay hard enough... we sorta skipped 4 play aswell, we both felt shamed after, like we sortas faild eachother, im the only girl he hasnt been able to make scream and hes the only guy i havnt seemed to please. we both new we were gonna have no strings attached, but im just wonderin.... coz it was bad the first 2 times, does that mean he wont be willing to try again?? i sorta feel i made a fool of myself... do u think its such a big deal? should i text him or no? will he wanna do this again or no? whats gonna be the drift from here??